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Sunday, 31 August 2008

listen, today makes it a year
don't you think it's time that you made it clear
you gotta get on with this
tell me what it ain't or what it is
I can handle it
I've had it up to here
I don't wanna pressure you dear
I've sent back to back dudes
away from my door
thinking I was spoken for
not anymore

I'm tired; I'm tired; I'm tired,
Of being your, unofficial girl; unofficial girl
and I'm tired; I'm tired of trying
I'm still your unofficial girl
you gotta love me in the light and the dark
you gotta give me, give me all of your heart
I wanna be your official girl
said I wanna wanna wanna be your official girl
I wanna be your official girl
I wanna be your official girl; official girl

If you keep this up, there's bound to be a mess
I ain't really like the rest. put to the test
I could surely pass, you better do the math
I'm so stylish, so bossy
it'd be a shame to say you lost me
but if you want that; it's a wrap
and I won't look back

Weeezy F. baby

Shorty say she wanna be my official
bang bang, I ain't talking no pistol
ain't no violence
ain't no silence
cause she scream to the top of her,
when I get on top of her
sounding like an opera
skip, drop hopin'a
got her feelin' popular
got her feelin' like she's she's my official girl
ya you so special girl
I never diss you and I'll kiss you on your little pearl
I know you like that baby
ya you like that baby
I know I can make you come..right back baby (ow)

I miss you girl
I'm'a make you my official girl
You better act right
I'm two seconds from being out the door
said I won't be with you
unofficially anymore
and I can't make you choose
long as you're cool on knowing
you're bout to blow a good thing
and I ain't making ultimatums
I'm'a tell you this verbatim

i miss you girl
I'm'a make you my official girl

:::::;; i like that song a lot, wouldn't of tried to listen if it was for lil wayne tho, well i always know i'll like what he has, 9 times out of 10, he is the best rapper alive, and the best music and lyrics ive ever heard in my life, to the point i listen to him everyday, almost all i listen to, thank you weezy, you are tightttt

well lets update this thing on my life, since it is about me, its kinda tight that not many people use this anymore, and probably wont even read it, ha. i suppose that is pretty cool? meh w/e weellll, i did end up getting a j.o.b. at pizza hut, due to a law intrusion on my life; m.i.p.

fuckin' cops, fiveoh, fagggotsssss
.054, lame ass mip man,
ohhhhhh yeaa, i was imagining being all wasted as shit, won a couple bp games; probably undefeated im sure, sayin crazy ass shit that once i think about it for a minute im like "what the fuck i am drunk as shittt, sounding homoish. meh w/e i dont care im drunk" haha shit, well yea its not too funny.
i am pissed, oh and the good part?
court in 2 days for the charges
fuck offfffff, i had like 2 shots!!!!
like sweet man im wasted? mip me, hurtin people from my drunkness and youngnesssss
fucking stupid as fuck,

so yeaaaaaaaaaa basically that whole story for the fact i got that job at pizza hut (were i am currently at)
i have to hand them over 3 hundo somethin
so annoying
so that has put a huge damper in my life, and just realizing all my friends..
are not too deserving of that friend title

*sigh*, im out xanga, miss your ass..
seems like times were good when i used you.. wellp
new year, same old town
doesn't add up to me. California, i need ya baby

and im out
-- "just live you life, no tellin' where it'll take ya"

-Jaaaayce, et ou joie :]]

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

Alright, so i still have no job and it sucks...

but other than that last weekend was kaylee's birthday and it was the shit.. i was wasted haha it was tight

Tuesday, 08 January 2008

the two year post

well well well it's been almost two years since I've wrote in here and that trips me out.. I've changed a crappp load since my last post down there haha and all the other ones.. its weird the thought of growing up.. and im out of school its some crazy shit that i never thought would happen is happening to me now.. well anyways life is not so great out of high school.. jobs suck.. and what sucks even more is when you cant even get one.. i don't get it.. my whole life is to just make a mockery of myself or something.. it sucks major assss let me tell you.. but im still alive yeaaa sweeet.. i guess.. im just hoping i can get a job that i will be able to like soon.. and thats basically my new years resolution besides the fact to lose the remainder of the weight i want to lose.. and i really really think i can :D

Sunday, 12 March 2006

Well honestly havent wrote in here in forever... but i feel like it right now for some reason..

I'll say my day today..

Well i wake up and just chilling and then Larceeno asks if i want to do some shit w/ her and what not.. i say yes... so around 6 we go to Dairy Hill.. and some fagget ass Korean mother fucker steals all our money.. so we go to go tanning and everything.. and it ends up that her place is closed.. pssh so dumbb and shit
NEXT - I try running over my piece of shit 800 dollar ice cream.. and i think i did but Larceeno says i didnt... so dumb... well we go and pick up Stayfe and go to Feebeeens.. Rahn being mean... we peaced and then later me and Stayfe were calling tons of people and saying.. "GREGORYYY"... and i told her to add in some "GEORGE".. funny fucking shitt... byeee

March 11th 2006

Jess - Why do the fish in the sea avoid you?

Thursday, 22 December 2005

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some better endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it doesn't really matter,
Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

Alright so its been a while since ive updated so i thought i would

Christmas Break.. SO FAR:
Just been hanging out w/ people mostly, i really need to get people some presents and stuff b/c i like when i give people presents its pretty sweet, i guess i will add some more stuff later b/c this isnt really an everyday thing for me anymore but i will get into it

Usually gets the worse

-Jessica Joy